blinds on my eyes

 it seems strange to say that I am a cold girl

with a frozen heart, me against the world

That I'm distant even so close

too afraid to fail, too afraid to lose

it seems strange because I no longer feel it in me

no more blinds on my eyes, I can actually see

it feels weird because I feel strong and alive

I can feel the road, the wind, and the drive

But I am afraid that one day winter will return

And that I will have had so little time to learn

Afraid that you will not be prepared

And leaving me will seem fair

I feel like I'm living on the good days

wondering if this is just a phase

Having you it's like my place in the sun.

But I love you still when I'm on my moon